Heaven In The Sky?

Morning, shattered by a gun,
Screams everywhere under the sun,
Saw many fall but no one cried,
T’ was as if no one bothered to try,
Only saw the shrinking of lids,
And murmuring of lips,
Let them live.....,
Don’t let them die....

Fading shadows in the evening,
Children weeping and children bleeding,
Never saw anyone fly by……,
Is there any heaven in the sky?

Does it matters that we are going mad..?
That we are losing all we had......,
Are we the same........?
Or the change is in the game....?

But in my heart it doesn’t really change..,
We got to rearrange…,
Got to bring some love...,
If there is heaven up above....

Many live... Many die....,
But does it really matters.....,
If the glass shatters.....?
Ever thought if there’s GOD?
Ever thought if there’s NOT?

Why do we expect so more?
After all we have closed all the doors…,
Ever heard anyone grieving….?
Ever thought what’s the meaning….?

What happens when our backs are ‘gainst the wall..?
Why do we give GOD a call…?
Ever thought why do we cry….?
Ever thought if there’s heaven in the sky......?

Environmental Thought

Sky seems to be a desert
Longing to have a feather
Offering mostly ablaze
On our face

Land seems to be a glass
Breaking even through the lightest of bass
Like a dying breed
Trying to save its creed

Water seems to be an illusion
Praying for a fusion
Asking for a breath
As a last wish before its death

Start Again

I can't believe what people say
There's only hate everywhere
So many people go different ways
So many things that we don't care

There are really no words strong enoughhh
To describe this longing for love
I don't want my feelings to be restrained
I just imagine someone come through this door
Who would take all my sorrow away!!!!!!!

But they see nobody, they just see themselves
But a stage like in a show
They see the hell, and They need our help
They need our help, they need our love to flow

I say these words 'bout the world of love
And hope them to hear what I say
Forever freedom, forever love
For love can be one way not hate

Even if we choose the way of love and pain,
Just remember life's like chess,
U'll have a loss and then a gain,
So just choose what u want to loose

WELCOME TO MY HURT FEELINGS

Welcome to a trip
Into my hurt feelings
To the center of my soul
Where u'll need a light
To see the house of meanings

I didn't see the bridge that was built,
It was just one step to start again
Now I'm sailing on a river that becomes an ocean
Which I can cross only to be in vain

When I'm alone I'm feeling blue
Dreaming a dream where everything's lovely and true
Where someone would walk in my park Cos I'm alone,
I want someone to walk in my heart so I won't be on my own

Into the rock through walls of red dreams
Into the rock to find the cream
Into the rock through walls of red dreams
Pictured my life to be just a dream

When days are getting short
And winter comes along
Life slows down and down
Like a river is getting wide
The worlds loose their voice
I remember your morning flowing to the endless sea
And then I say "the fault was in me"........

Remember The World Today And Tomorrow

Never knew this would be so tough,
It has been a little bit rough,
With so much huff and puff,
It has never been enough........

We only get one chance but can we take it?
We only have one life can we make it?
There’s a thin line between love & hate,
But why cross it...., can’t we just wait?
Till it breaks!!!!!!

We are living up for today, what 'bout tomorrow?
We are just walking on the edge.....of our own sorrow....,
Just close ur eyes,try to get in.... to awaken the heart like spring...,
Coz we were born to touch the feeling........

We all have our songs
So play out loud everyday for a while
Coz its the only way to feel alright
When the smoke is going down place still feels alive
The world down under changes with the light

Silent stars blinking in the blackness of an endless sky....
Cold silver satellites, ghostly caravans passing by....
Galaxies unfolding; new worlds being born...
Pilgrims and prodigals creeping toward the dawn....

Maybe just maybe I'll be back some other day
To live again just who can say
In what shape or form that I might be
Just another chance for me

So I'm still livin' for tomorrow....
I'm livin' for today....
Coz love will find a way.... My friend
Whatever it may take.....

So just try livin' for tomorrow....
And livin' for today....
Why don't we just try.....My friend
To make this world a better place

Sweet Revenge

As this night moves on and on..,

A feeling of loneliness creeps along....,
I remember those words u said
"I Only Need Words To Take Your Heart Away........"
I'm hanging on to my peace of mind
I just don't know how
I'm hanging on to those good times,
Just want to let them roll on
I'm gonna make it to the light and joy
I'll tell you why
Coz I know you'll be back for me
Even if takes a lifetime for u
I'll stay here forever for u
Sweet revenge is what people say you are playing
But I say its just a new feeling
But now I need your love so don't tell me "no way"
I miss u so much more than words can say
Just one night and devil's got my soul
I can't stop falling down
If u don't catch me now.....
But I know our love got what it takes
It will find a way
To give us one more chance to start again
Just Believe in love whatever it may take

TIME's Up

"World's a big stage & we're mere players....."
Said the great Shakespeare
But now it looks like World's a big fake
And we are living under a fear

I heard them sing " FUTURE NEVER DIES"
But tell me something isn't this present just another lie
Then they said "ITS THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE"
I answd "u r another AMERICAN IDIOT without a sign of life"

I heard some one say
"This fear drives me on"
But, my friend, its just another way
To say Dusk is better than Dawn

Freedom, we all say, is our birth right!!!!
But to protect it, do we even have the might????
These lines are not here to lift you up
Its just a simple warning that your time's up

If u have the might, then late at night...
When you're all alone have a walk to d danger zone
When they'll put a loaded .59 on your head
You'll say take everything just don't let me be dead

But you still have time to make everything right
So be a man and put up a fight
Coz even if you die u won't be ashamed
And you'll be able to say "WE WILL RISE AGAIN"

Still In My Memories

Don't be afraid to show that you're hurt,say what you need to say...,
I can wait for you even if you divert on the next crossway....,
I'll be holding on even if your innocence is gone
I'll be their for you from dusk till dawn

Your days have been long and nights been yours alone
I know I hurt you deep but you're not gonna weep
Your heart's in pain and all my words here are in vain
Coz the damage has been done and the hurting has begun

Though these words may not make things right but just let me try
You can shoot me down and kill me all around
You can smash my heart and then depart
I don't want to fool around just need you around

Let's try again..., I know there's still romance
We'll start a new life and take a chance
There are so many ways please don't forget it anyday
That my love for you is still the same

But even if you didn't came its only me to be blamed
Coz I was was the one who frayed and then betrayed
But let me tell you... this won't be a lost dream in my body's bloodstream
Coz even though you'll be living across those boundaries you'll be still in my memories

She Said Hey!!!!!!!!!!!!

She said HEY, I said please be away
She said "what's the matter?" I said "Don't you remember?"
You have broken my heart and hurt me
You took my heart and then deserted me

"But that's the thing of yesterday" she said
"And all the tears have been shed"
I replied "It doesn't even matter 2 you if i don't eat or get a sleep"
"Coz u are chasing the moon and won't be here soon"

"You have made me wonder if love's an illusion....
To go through these lonely days I am left with no imagination...
U knew I had a dream but you betrayed me in midstream.....
And My faith has broken and its all coz of your friction..."

You gave me a life that wasn't easy to live.....
But you forgot that U get back what you give....
So now its my turn to make you suffer the pain...
You won't have me back but u'll live with my memories in disdain...

Thats all that I want to say....so please go back to your own way....
Don't stand on the sideline because i'll be just fine......
Now i bid u adieu and there's no reason to argue.......
They say that love not returned lasts longest..but it's also the cruelest.....

SHE SAID HEY - GRL EDITION

I loved you like hell and all u did to me was yell....

I closed my eyes only for a moment to see you smile....
And now you are saying u are here just for a while....
Its OK for me but for you its gonna be ugly.....

My body's burning now and all the wild desires r coming out
So check me out for the last time coz u're gonna blackout
Have no illusion 'bout this you are not a bliss
Now I'm gonna leave you and no one's gonna miss you

So what if you are the king of the world.....
I am the queen who is gonna break your world......
So what if you party frm Mondays 2 Saturdays
You'll be missing me for your Sundays......

I no one day you'll say come home,Come home....
Cause I've been waiting for you for so long,so long...
But then I'll say "U Broke All My Thoughts 2 Hit The Floor....
And Now This Life Is Making The Score"

MOMENT IN A MILLON YEARS

Starting again from this empty space
My mind goes back to those school days
Days of laughter & frenship & days of fun
No one to fear and days of sorrow were none

Project reviews to exam previews
Nicknames to last benches names
Farewell rehearsals to love proposals
Short-term crushes to classroom blushes

That is the time we call MOMENT IN A MILLON YEARS
And will always remember it with eyes soaked in tears
Now we stand in a place without a name
And life's changing like a game

Chatting & laughing. We all were in elation,
Till the painful moments of separation,
When it was time to part,
We returned with a heavy heart.

But as they say Every Cloud Has A Silver Lining
So what if HELLOS ARE HARDER DAN GOODBYES??
We have some more years for this type of running
Say hello to COLLEGE and forget the GOODBYE
Life ahead is full of commitments and 2 many worries
So cherish dese moments and instill them in your memories

Mientras debemos luchar aquí... As long as we are here to fight....

Sometimes it seems the good times will never return
Cause the evil rules the world and now its their turn
You said you're looking for a place where there's no hate
But you know it really makes no sense to escape your fate

In this land of God there's just one game
Its either about money or about fame
"We Too Are Humans" someone held this sign
But he too lost somewhere down the line

Well, the golden lamb we sent makes us feel better now
But you know it's just a drop in an endless sea of tears
While the sun goes down the world goes by to bow
In front of the same old thing known as fear

How long will it take to make the earth a fireball?
How long will it take till no more life exists at all?
How long will it take till everybody will understand?
That we need to fill our hearts with love again

No need to make the world a flaming star
Stop, stop all these senseless wars
How long will it take till everybody will understand
That we need to fill our hearts with love again

But now it's up to us to fight the evil in our mind and help ourselves to bind
Instead of a new life all we need to find is a door that's closed
And to keep looking for a place under a burning sky called hope
Take our hopes under the wings and fly with the wind
For the world to know that hope will not die
As long as we are here to fight....
As long as we are here to fight....

Agonía Última - Ultimate Agony

Like a bird in the wind, like a tree in the storm
Like the breath of a child from the moment he's born
To the very last day when the curtains are drawn
Asking every question why from dusk to dawn
Just to make it worth a while we are still alive
We are the faces in the night who keep others out of sight
Under this silent moon watching every day go by
This industrial world is heartland even though its better to die

Why cannot people that we made the leaders of the world
Understand that we don't wanna fight
Understand that we are mush too young to die
Understand no one will survive
Understand that we love our life

Why is that a child has to be the one to pay the price?
Why is it that now the hopes and expectation are looking for an explation?
As i heard somewhere they are dying of anticipation and choking of intoxication?
You see it in their faces and the sadness in their tears
The desperation and the anger they went through
And madness and the fear they suffered.....

This is the first time m hopeless for the human life
Its that time when the darkness is unfolding through the eyes of the light
When the devil's lurking inside the angels courtyard
When death seems to be the new life....
And there's no reason left to be alive....

Días después de días - Days after days

There are days that make us fly

Then there are days that make us cry
Cold so cold is the feeling someday
Then there are days we say " DAMN!! THE DAY!!!"

There are days when everything seems to be on a high
Then there are days when we just wanna die
There are days of passion and days of hate
Then there are days for which we can't wait

Sometimes your world goes down in flames
Sometimes the walls come tumbling down
There are days deep in love ,there are days in the dark
And then there are days that just need a spark

As life goes round 'n round
Days will be all around
Days after days they all just mount
But remember today's all that counts

Sometimes

Sometimes it seems I have no choice
But to listen to my own voice.
Cause sometimes it feels as though I'm not there
The way people look at me and stand and stare.

I try to ignore them the best that I can
Stand up straight and act like a man.
I've spent my life doing this I'm expected to be strong
Boy oh boy how people are wrong.

They see me in the street and ask me how I am
I reply politely " fine thank you mam "
But what i don't tell them is how I really feel
I wonder what they'd say If they knew the real deal?

Would they stop and listen maybe offer some advice?
Or turn tail quickly cause they were only being nice?
I guess I won't know until I learn how to trust
This is so important it has to be a must.

I have to get going I should be at home
I don't know why I'm rushing it's so lonely on my own
I am seeking to understand the truth of me
Though i am running free within me

I think its me against myself
But its all about being true to yourself

Time is the key

Life is a mystery,that is for sure
Time is the only key that unravels its mystery,
Driven by passion, creating events and chronicles,

We live life with the hope,
Of being better,stronger,greater......a more fulfilling tomorrow,
All in the justification of a life lived on earth,

Life's uncertainty is as a result of,
The locked up mysteries we experience passing through life,
Reducing comprehension to an authorized level,
striking a balance between man's knowledge and the unknown,

Life's principle must include these fundamentals,
Mystery,which all secrets locked-up
Stocks are our invaluable events and experiences, they make us wiser,
Time is the key.........

An SOS From Mother Nature......

Mother Nature is weeping to see her creatures bleeding...
O Human!!
How cruel have you become...
Hunting animals is a punishable crime...
But alas! It has become your favourite passtime....


You talk of compassion for creatures and lofty moral values...
But how ridiculous all this sounds when you reflect over what you do...
You derive pleasure from the pains of others....
Is it wrong that you kill the birds for feathers....
And slaughter animals for some cheap leather.....

Your acts of sadism would put even HITLER to shame..
And what more you do all this for some cheap name and fame....
A minor cut or a little injury makes you so miserable that you cry....
Just spare a thought for those little creatures whom you yourself love and enjoy to kill and fry...

O Human!!
You have become too selfish and savage....
And you are indeed the demon of this age...
From dwellers by birth you have become the dominators of this earth...
You may well become the destructors of your own dominance...

O Cruel HUMAN !!!
Listen to this SOS...
And for GOD's sake...
Stop playing with mother nature like a game of chess.....

21st Century World

Its the 21st century world
Where young rules the old
Computers tell what to do
Dollar sign you are devoted to!!!!

We look for GOD on screen
And even have dream machines
We are mesmerized
In the hurricane of these times

Nothing left to buy around here
So we ask "What the cost of the body around here?"
Just plug in the man on the rack
And wait for a simple heart attack

Love is just another matter for the talks
Only money is here for the walks
Watching another man falling to die
Here comes another one born to fight

Its the 21st century world
Everyone's here to be rolled
One cries to be rich
Another tries to be hitched

You Came, You Saw, You Conquered....

I came, i saw, i conquered,
Ceasar himself said it best...
Nothing beats the accomplished feeling,
of wearing that victory medal across your chest.


To 'come' is not where the challenge is faced,
Anyone can be where they desire,
To be wanted there is the real triumph,
...that's when you can say that you have conquered.

To see is also easily done,
God gave us all two eyes,
But to really see what others can not,
...that's when you can say that you have conquered.

To know the entire meaning of life...
Dignity, Respect, Self worth...
When you can look up at God and be able to smile,
...That's when you can say you came, you saw, you conquered.

My Last Breath

Slow to arrive here is my final breath, while most die
fast......I long last.
Although wishing and praying and begging and hoping for the soft breeze of mercy to carry me away on feathers pure and unabated.

Godly feathers for my sorrow and anguish has earned them...i believe.
I put it down to make peace.
I say i put it away to show them and be an example for peace. Mountains of dust burst apart washed in very thick red river water.

In this river i waited.

My last breath cometh far to slow.
I have earn it i say, I HAVE EARNED IT!!!!
No answer, no response.
"Only despots playing on the democracy, in a world complete with hypocrisy. "
I am in no way immune to it all.

I don't see my feathers nearing...the only light is shining from the sun and no glorious shine is this.
Only another evil torture paining my skin.
My patience wears thin.

Wait forever for my feather but all the while knowing i'm cursed to relive my wait again and again.

I AM INDIAN......

I am proud
I am hopeful
I am Indian

I represent the hope of a nation and the birth of a new generation
I represent the children of labor and the high flying business man on tour
I represent the AIDS victims and the poor, the starving and the sore
I represent the white and green, like you've never seen
I am from India and everywhere in between.

We are one , we are the same
We share a common name
I am not ashamed, I raise my head high
I am Indian

I represent the beautiful land and the desert sand
I represent the diverse mix of culture
I represent the dreams of the future
I represent the smiles on the children's faces,
and the choreographed traditional dances

India awakes to a new dawn
Together we can be reborn
And face the future with a stronger determination
Working to find a better solution
I believe in our ability to surpass our possibilities
I believe in our desire for better societies

I am honoured
I am inspired
I am Indian

The Fallen Angel

She was standing far away from the brilliant lot....
Glaring at the school's notice board her eyes poured....
The number wasn't there and she moved away in despair....
Girls around her pushed and jostled but she crumbled....

From far away she could hear their jeers.....
"She's dumb u know,she failed"but she inhaled.....
"She was never any good....used to sit with that stupid look.."
Now she turned and walked into her class with no lass....

"Why don't u do ur H.W. like others u r just gonna be another quellers"
But how was she to tell that she understood none to get her H.W. done
"Stand outside the class will you.....,
And let the whole school know what kind of idiot are you.."

She stood outside to be laughed upon by juniors and no where to hide...
Later she was called in but the word DUMB bit her turn-in.....
In the empty classroom she now sat......
And thought of home gave hera pat.......

A shiver ran down her spine and she saw her fathers eyes swine......
"You better pass or its gonna be real bad for you lass..."
Her uncle sniggered "She got her brain from mothers side!!!"
Mother sprang up "Na! Na! Its her own dopey mind"

In the empty classroom Voices! Laughter! Shouting! Sniggering!
Filled up her mind and now whole world was blurring....
Now all those voices were chasing her round and round.....
But then suddenly those voices had no sound.....

Like a zombie one by one she climbed the stairs and skipped those stares...
She walked ahead with no tears as if she had no fears....
She smiled as she calmly climbed on to the wall and now she was ready to fall
She heard the screams down as she let herself fall down

"Why did she do it?" cried classmates,teachers,her parents....
Reports said it was a suicide....but it was a murder with boards down side...